Today we have a guest post from Bill Ruzicka.
Bill's blogging home is at Redefined Manhood where he writes with the intention of redefining this fallen world’s definition of what manhood is, into whom God created them to be.
In today's post Bill addresses women sharing the idea that her husband's pornographic addiction isn't her fault. I am personally praying that these words will be forged into the hearts of hurting women, and reach desperate men with a message of hope.
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Dear Women,
It's time for a man to be honest with you about pornography. It's time that a man informs you why, not all, but A
LOT of men are addicted to porn. I'm going to be honest, up front, and candid with you.
I want to make one thing clear...It has nothing to do with you! Let me repeat that...it has nothing to do with you!
It's not the look of your face, the shape of your body, what
clothes you wear, how you wear make up, what you say, whether you
exercise or not, the style of your hair, who you look like, or how you act that
stirred the fascination with porn within our minds.
All of the a reasons that I just listed are nothing more than
excuses. Excuses to cover up the shame, embarrassment, and humiliation of
being uncovered as addicted to porn.
This discussion is for the women whose husbands have been caught
looking at or watching pornography. This is for the women who feel that they are in a loving
relationship with the man of their dreams, but one day find explicit pictures
on a computer, smart phone, or adult magazines in the house.
I know that men have eyes for beauty, the female form, and
attraction to the opposite sex. God designed us that way. That is
what led your husband to you in the first place. Without attraction
to women, there would be FAR fewer people in this world as a result. We will always be drawn to the female form. God created us to be
attracted to you. And you do a great job of being attractive.
But the problem lies in the fact that sin crept into the world
waaaaaaay back in Genesis in the bible. The devil has a VERY sneaky way of exploiting our weaknesses. He knows that our hearts and minds can be corrupted. He
knows where to hit us in our weak spots.
Don't get mad at Adam and Eve. It's not their fault.
It's still our fault. Men need to know when not to take
the second look. Remember, above I mentioned that men have eyes for attractive
beauty? Looking more than once at a woman led us to you. If we looked
away after only seeing you once, we never would have married you. Looking
twice, and into the counts of a thousand times, was part of what helped us to
fall in love with you.
And after marriage, it is a simple fact that there are beautiful
women in this world. Noticing them once is not a sin. The same way you can
notice a handsome man. It's AFTER we married you, and we notice women not
only once, but then take that second look that it becomes sinful. Sexually
sinful.
In 2 Samuel 11, Kind David goes out onto one of the roofs of the
palace and sees Bathsheba bathing naked below. If he had simply seen her, looked away, and never had another
thought about her, the story would have ended there. Unfortunately, he continued to look, sent his messengers for
her, and committed adultery with her, for she was married to one of his generals,
Uriah. She gets pregnant, and later, he has Uriah killed (though
indirectly) as a way to cover up the pregnancy and adultery.
That second look led to blood shed. It is that SECOND look that causes so many problems.
Here is where the problem begins. See, somewhere along the way, your husband was introduced to
pornography. Whether it was a magazine, pictures, movies, the internet.
It doesn't matter what the source was. What matters is that he saw it once, and then looked a second
time, and likely many, many more times after that. It may have been early in life like myself and so many other
boys. We had no idea what we were being introduced to. Or it may
have happened later in life. High school, college, the work place.
It's not that the pictures were any more beautiful than you.
It's simply that the intrigue of the female body spoke to the parts of
his brain that are wired for opposite sex attraction.
And this is where the addiction begins. It's the attraction to an unknown, attractive woman on a screen,
page, or television where it seems like the only one she's focused on is
your husband. She is seducing him. It is that connection to the porn actress
that reinforces that artificial, yet intimate, connection to your husband.
It is emotionally, hormone driven pleasure that builds the
connection to pornography. Because pornography often leads to masturbation, eventually
after much time, the sources of stimulation no longer have the same effect on
his brain, and he requires something more to satisfy his desires. This can lead from pornography to adultery, or prostitution, or
other abhorrent sexual behaviors.
All because he took that second look.
Does this sound familiar? Doesn't this remind you of another sin - drug addiction?
Even though they know it's wrong, there isn't much they can do
to keep from falling deeper into addiction. Most men know that what they're doing is wrong. If they
didn't, they wouldn't look at porn with the doors locked, or when no one is at
home.
Most men would like to be free from the addiction of porn.
Many have tried, only to slip up again and look at porn when tempted. It's that constant on again, off again relationship with porn
that can become tiring. They know they desire you, but the bind to pornography
is too tough to conquer alone.
But to give up pornography is truly freeing. It's breaking the chains of slavery to sexual sin that allow
your husband to live free.
I know that from your point of view as a wife, it's hard not to
internalize your husbands addiction to pornography as a personal attack against
you. I promise you, it's not you!
It's so much more complicated, biological, hormonal, and tied to
evil than simply because he doesn't love you, or isn't attracted to you. Yes, pornography is a sin. God hates it. But, it's no different
than any other sin. He hates those too.
While I know it breaks your heart to have discovered this
addiction, there is hope. There needs to be healing - for both of you.
There needs to be a desire to keep from falling into
pornographic sin.
That comes through prayer. Through counseling with a christian
pastor. Through devotion to online studies that help deal with sexual sin, such
as XXX
Church, Setting The Captives Free, and Fight
The New Drug.
I promise you, there is freedom from pornography. For both
you and your husband.
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